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Novel wordcounts

Hey novel-writers.  I’m curious about something.

I was reading Eugie Foster’s LJ where she’s posting her novel wordcounts.  She’s got daily counts like 150 and 800. Go Eugie!

But I’m wondering — is there anyone else who tends to write “all or nothing”?  I rarely add 150 words in a day.  It’s 0 or 1,000+.  Sometimes as high as 4,000+.  But there’s a whole ton of 0 days to even that out, so my progress isn’t much faster than average.

My pattern seems to be this: sit there, fume and rage, hate everything about the novel, stare at the clock, panic and say “holy crap I have to type SOMETHING,” then (at the end of my allotted time) pour out tons of words.  And then I could keep typing for a long time, but I’ve got to stop for something else.  And some days I just never break out of that first part.

Not exactly healthy, but it’s what I do.  Wish I could convince myself to start typing as soon as I sit down… but somehow, that “silent” period seems necessary.  Maybe I’m working it out subconsciously.

I think it’s the hallmark of perfectionism, which I’ve struggled with my whole life.  (And not the good kind of perfectionism, which you cite as your worst quality in job interviews.  I mean the life-ruining, mental-health-destroying kind.)

Anyone else do this?

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Organizing my life

Some of you know that I’m addicted to organizing.  I love order, neatness, colorful systems, typed labels, practical spatial-based systems, and so on.

My one bugbear is paper. I am terrible at organizing and tracking papers.  Probably because they tend to be black and white.

I’ve tried to track stuff by computer, but it never works for me (unless sometimes if I color-code things).  So I decided to try paper again this year.  Last week I bought a fancy new organizer.  It’s lovely!  It has colorful pages, plenty of systems to help me write and track things, lots of fidgety bits and so on.

There’s only one problem.  Same problem I have with fancy blank books.  It’s so pretty that I don’t want to write in it.

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Attention Clarion West alums

In case you missed the news: From now until January 31st, all donations to Clarion West will be matched by two different organizations — so your donation will triple in value.

Think video game here! We’re in triple-bonus scoring time. If you PayPal $10 to CW, it magically transforms to $30. If you PayPal $50, it becomes $150.

I just donated. I LOVE free money for good causes.

Please consider donating! Stay at home one night instead of going out for dinner. Write for a few hours, and then donate the amount you would have spent on dinner to Clarion West.

I hadn’t posted about Vera Nazarian yet because everyone and their mother spread the word, but here’s another good cause. Plus you can bid on cool auction items. Vera’s house is safe, but she could still use more help. So I’ll also encourage people to donate here. Every little bit helps!

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Roma children dying of lead poisoning

This is one of the most upsetting news stories I’ve seen in a long time, and I’d never heard a thing about this until now. Saw it on ysabetwordsmith’s lj.

From the article: “The UN built camps in Kosovo for homeless Roma gypsies on top of the biggest lead mine in Europe. Every child conceived in these camps will be born with irreversible brain damage.”

Sometimes the world makes me very angry.

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Pro-writer career path meme

Pro-writer career path meme via chris_reynaga

Current Status as of this morning:

  • 7 stories in circulation (usually it’s somewhere in the high teens)
  • 2 stories awaiting rewrite
  • 4 stories waiting for particular markets to open up (some of my favorites are closed in December)
  • 38 stories completed but trunked
  • 22 complete drafts that I haven’t decided whether to polish or trunk
  • 75 partial story drafts (these last two numbers are kind of embarrassing)
  • 3 complete novel drafts, all trunked
  • 0.8 current novel draft, to be finished this week, dammit! (this is why my short story inventory is lower lately)
  • 3 partial novel drafts, trunked
  • 18 poems, in varied but currently idle state
  • 126 freewrites of various sorts
  • 1 very organized filing system that made assessing these numbers very easy

Age when I decided I wanted to be a writer: 10.

Age when I wrote my first story: 8. It was about Sara, who had gorgeous long black hair and liked to play on a slide. There’s one first edition of this work, hand-lettered in pencil on red-and-blue striped paper.

Age when I got my hands on a typewriter: Mom always had one. But my first non-handwritten stories were done on an IBM PC Jr in 1987.

Age when I first submitted a short story to a magazine: 10.

Thickness of file of rejection slips prior to first story sale: 0. I won that contest… and the next half-dozen or so I entered. I made $80 in about two months. It was the worst thing that could have happened to me; I had no idea that writing was supposed to be difficult.

Age when I sold my first short story: 10, as described above.

Age when I killed my first market: 30? Within the last few years, but I can’t recall quite when.

Approximate number of short stories/novelettes/novellas sold for copies (small press): 0. I have always gotten prize money or payment for my work, except some poems.

Approximate number of short stories/novelettes/novellas sold for cash money: 25 as an adult. I’m not sure as a kid; maybe half a dozen. It’s in my records somewhere. (All of my younger-self work is stored under my bed. I think I’ve kept a copy of everything.)

Age when I first sold a poem: I don’t think I’ve gotten paid for poetry. I had my first one published at 19.

Age when I wrote my first novel/book: 19. I asked the president of Grinnell College to give me a grant to spend the summer writing a book. She was impressed with my plan and gave me $1,000 from her personal slush fund plus free campus housing. It was a seriously awesome summer. The novel got trunked, but I learned a ton of things. Mostly stuff never to do again in a novel.

Age when a work was first shortlisted for an award: 10. I won. As mentioned above, this was the worst thing that could have happened to me.

Awards won: I have honestly lost track, and I’m not saying that to show off. There’s a ton of minor and meaningless awards out there, especially for kids. I have not won an award that I consider meaningful in the world of professional adult sf/f writing. The best I’ve done is second place in the Pagan Fiction Contest, for “Black Doe.” Check out the Pagan Anthology of Short Fiction if that’s an interest for you.

Age when I became a full-time writer: Depends on how you count it, but I’ve been a part-time writer since 2004. Arguably I was full-time at first, but looking for a part-time job–which I now have.

Age now: 32.

Consider this a journal meme: if you write professionally, feel free to post your own equivalent of this list. (Obviously you’ll need to customize it to track your career path — but you get the idea.)

[I’m really glad I did this meme. I’ve been frustrated with having no new stories to send out–but they’re right there, just waiting for me to spend some time on them. That cheered me up. So did looking at how much I’ve done in the last four years. I’d love to see how others feel after doing this meme.]

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Buy Nothing Day

Shannon and I were debating whether, on Buy Nothing Day, it would be okay to go shopping in Super Paper Mario or Arkham Horror. 🙂

We decided that while we could play Mario commerce-free for an evening, the Arkham Horror experiment would result in horrible death.

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3 No-Cost Ways to Help Your Community

And in fact, some of these will help you out too.

1. Donate to your local food pantry. You can buy stuff at the store if you want to, but you can also clean out your kitchen and donate items. Look for nonperishable food you bought and don’t like, or won’t eat because your diet changed. Staples such as canned vegetables and tuna are critical, but there’s also need for “luxury” items like maple syrup, cake mixes, jelly, and so on. Think about it: if you were eating beans and rice week after week, wouldn’t it be nice to have something else with flavor? Most food pantries welcome these donations. Be sure donations are unopened and within their expiration dates. And you’ll have more room in your kitchen now.

2. Give blood. There’s a huge need for donations, particularly from people with type O+ or O- blood. It only takes about an hour, and you get free juice and cookies. Plus you know you’ve helped save a life. And some of you may not know this, but the Red Cross has relaxed the requirements for donors. For example, if you’re a woman, and you’ve slept with a man who had sex with another man, you are now eligible to donate after 12 months have elapsed. So check out the guidelines and see if you might be eligible now. (As a side note, many people detest the homophobic reasoning behind these guidelines. Me too. But I think the need to save lives is critical. If you have a hospital nearby, you can often donate to them directly and skip the Red Cross. However, I understand that some people may not have the same access I do, and I don’t judge anyone for that.)

3. Donate clothing to your local domestic violence shelter. Go through your closet (or your child’s) and find clothing in good condition that you don’t like or don’t wear. Many women show up at these shelters with almost nothing–wearing a T-shirt and flip-flops in January, for example, because they had to escape with their kids NOW. They need warm clothes. And many shelters do more than give women shelter; some of them help them find new jobs or get professional training. So one major need is business clothing, especially sizes 14 and up. Maybe you’ve changed jobs and don’t need all your suits anymore. Or someone gave your kid clothes they don’t want or need. Donate to the shelter. Someone will be glad to have them, and your closet will be cleaner.

We all know the economy sucks, so how about some other no-cost ideas? Anyone got some good ones?